Okay, I need to face a reality. Maybe it's more accurate to say a 'curse'. The three last months every year is a daunting moment for me. There is a lot of mishaps and mistakes I will usually do in these particular time other than 9 months earlier.
At the same time, my self-esteem and confidence suddenly plummet. I will not become what I typically I am and start to do stupid things. It's a spontaneous act and I hardly cared to think before any act.
I will celebrate my birthday soon. Ha, my wish is very unrealistic but it is just a wish, not an act. I just hope that I can reverse my time to this date, last year. Or, at least, I wish I can reverse anything that I do and make myself happy again...
